Wednesday, September 20, 2006
oh but i am plagued
by silence
and fear
and emotion
in abundance, more than i care for really
and i no longer talk
because i no longer listen
and i'm plagued
by what ifs
and past jealousies and
recent ones
and ashamed of them too
how will i deal with this, just how?
when will i get past it
and above it
and not touch
delicate drops of dew that are best left on a leaf
by silence
and fear
and emotion
in abundance, more than i care for really
and i no longer talk
because i no longer listen
and i'm plagued
by what ifs
and past jealousies and
recent ones
and ashamed of them too
how will i deal with this, just how?
when will i get past it
and above it
and not touch
delicate drops of dew that are best left on a leaf
