Thursday, June 30, 2005
and yeah i'm the only one who can be crying enough to make a kilo of salt and then typing genuine hugs into another window.
lights, wind, smoke, fire, earth. utter clarity of feel and complete agony because i ought not to feel this way. ought? agh, ought. dreaded ought. there oughtn't be oughts. and when i realize this, i should let go. because otherwise ...
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
sigh! sigh! ack.
